Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be
saved.
Romans 10:13
My heart sank as the sweet young lady told me about Mya’s
passing. “She passed away
comfortably,” she said.
Once again, she asked me if Mya still owed me money. However, that mattered so little to me
at the moment, I told her that all debts were erased. I asked how she knew Mya
and she told me that she had spent the past few weeks with her as an in home
caregiver. She expressed her
condolences to me and asked if I was a longtime friend, or perhaps a related of
Mya’s.
I explained how I was providing Mya with the supplements she
needed and although I had never met her I felt like I had known her for a very
long time. I told the young girl
that I had been praying for her for quite sometime.
That’s when the phone went silent for a moment. “You were
the one praying for Mya?” she asked.
“Yes, I began praying for her the first time she
called. I was diligently asking
the Lord to heal her.”
“Wow,” the young woman said, “I didn’t know that was you.
I’m happy to tell you, the day before Mya passed away she told me she wanted to
accept Jesus as her savior. We prayed together and she accepted Him.”
The news of Mya’s death did not make me cry. Oh, believe me,
it saddened me beyond belief – but when this young woman spoke these words to
me, I couldn’t control it anymore, and I began to cry. You know, a soft, tearful, grateful
heart – cry.
She went on to say, “You know, I would come in to take care
of Mya and she would ask me question after question about Jesus. I would answer her and I began bringing
my bible to show her things we were talking about. When she accepted Him she was completely overtaken with a
peace I had not seen her have until that moment.”
I was still crying, listening as she went on to say, “She
died the next evening, in a state of utter peacefulness.”
It is a trustworthy statement, for if we died with Him,
we
will also live with Him; if we endure,
we will also reign with Him. If we deny Him,
He will also deny us;
if we are faithless, He remains faithful,
for He cannot deny Himself.
2 Timothy 2:13
I hung up the phone and began praying. Praying thanks that Mya’s suffering was
over, praying thanks that she came to know Jesus Christ before her death, and
praying a sigh of gratefulness that the good Lord had provided Mya with such an
honest, tender hearted woman to be with her until the end.
Later the next week when our paper came out, I saw Mya’s obituary. In it, it said that Mya had an
adventurous spirit and that she was always searching for truth. In her quest, she had been a Jew, a
Hare Krishna, Buddhist and a member of a local hippie commune. But the words that struck me to the very
core of my being, was, “Mya, came to the end of her search and she accepted
Jesus Christ and her Lord and Savior the day before she died.”
This is a good and acceptable in the sight of God our
savior,
who desires all men be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth.
1 Timothy 2:3-4
Once again, tears crept in, and this time I just could not
control the overwhelming emotion I felt.
Was I responsible for Mya coming to know Jesus? No, I don’t think
so. I was simply the first step in
this process; God used me to plant the seed. This beautiful young girl tenderly watered the seed and
stayed by Mya’s side, not only nurturing her body – but also nurturing her
spirit. I still praise God for placing her there with Mya. But I am eternally grateful that He
allowed me to be a part of this story.
In reading this, you may find yourself saying, “ Robin –
aren’t you disappointed? Mya
wasn’t healed.”
At first, that was my initial reaction. I would ask, “Lord, I knew you could heal her, why
didn’t you?”
It wasn’t until some time later when I was asking Him about
Mya that He impressed me with the fact the He not only stopped her suffering,
but that He has healed Mya completely.
Mya may not have received the outward physical healing we
may associate with the term healing; instead, she was given complete spiritual
healing. She had been one who
spent a lifetime in search of the one who gives our life purpose, meaning and
joy. Unbeknownst to even Mya, in
the last few months of her life she was on her last spiritual journey, and she
found the one who could not only heal her outwardly, but the one who could heal
her inwardly. Her spirit was given rest, rest in Christ Jesus, and hope for
eternal salvation through Him. Now
I say that is complete healing!
That if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord,
and
believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead,
you will be saved; for
with the heart a person believes,
resulting in righteousness,
and with the
mouth he confesses,
resulting in salvation.
Romans 10:9-10
Mya could have turned me away when I said I was praying for
her. She could have asked that I
not do so, but there was something in those words that she clung to. She began to consider that yes, there
was a God who cared for her and would hear prayers regarding her. It was an honor for me to be placed in
a daily position to talk to God about her.
For me, that is the beauty of prayer. When someone asks me to pray for them,
I consider it an honor, it gives me more time to be with my God. When I offer to pray for someone, it is
so they know I have absolute faith in my God, and I know He hears our prayers
and pleas. Both are an honor for me, not because I have anything to do it it,
but because others can come to see His hand in their lives.
My memory of Mya lives on. I never had the opportunity to
meet her while she was here on earth, but because of my faith and God’s
promises, I know I will meet her one-day.
For God has not destined us for wrath,
but for obtaining
salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ,
who died for us. So that whether we are awake or asleep,
we will live together with Him.
1
Thessalonians 5: 9-10
In preparing to tell this story I was reading in my bible. I
noticed that I have the date marked that Mya died, July 19, 2003. I also have
the day marked that Mya accepted Christ, July 18th, 2003.
As is the case each day, I was praying and asked the good
Lord to show me something in my daily devotional book that I have been speaking
about. I felt impressed to go to the
date she died, when I heard that still small voice say, “It’s better to go to
the day when she asked Me into her life.”
So, without hesitation I turned to July 18th in
my book Grace for the Moment.
The title of the reading is, God Walks Among the Suffering
The verse is: He took our suffering on Him and carried our
disease. Matthew 8:17
And again I say, GOD IS GOOD!
Yes He is! Thank you Robin. Such a beautiful story, and so beautifully told. He works through you.
ReplyDeleteAaron
chills....tears....joy. Thank you for being you, for your faithful prayers, for being available, for being a vessel that He uses time and time again.
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